Ukradeni motiv

Ukradeno pismo

Ukraden mi je bio motiv                                                                                                    za razumijevanje svijeta                                                                                                  bez kojeg nisam                                                                                                                     mogao nastaviti pisati.                                                                                                        U potrazi za nestalim motivom                                                                                           bez kojeg, ponavljam,                                                                                                    nisam mogao nastaviti postojati,                                                                               lutao sam zamršenim                                                                                         prostorijama svoga života,                                                                                        otvarao ormare trajanja,                                                                                     pretraživao ladice događaja,                                                                                          bez uspjeha.                                                                                                                            I onda sam za pomoć zatražio od                                                                               Poeovog Auguste Dupina u sebi.                                                                             Pronašao je motiv                                                                                                            kod mog shizoidnog dvojnika,                                                                                    nezastrtog i spremljenog                                                                                           među ostalim motivima.                                                                                                Nije mu promakla                                                                                                                ta namjerna očitost                                                                                                        skrivanja motiva                                                                                                                 pri ruci i pod nosom –                                                                                           nemarno odbačenog,                                                                                                    izlizanog i umrljanog                                                                                                   pohabanog i izlomljeng,                                                                                             zgužvanog i prerušenog,                                                                                                 izvrnutog poput rukavice –                                                                                                  u motiv za poimanje samoće.

 

 

 

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  1. Poput simbolizma Pustinjaka iz Velike arkane…”PUSTINJAK predstavlja opće načelo završetka traženja, kontemplacije i unutrašnjeg pogleda. To je arhetip mudraca koji transcendira svoja iskustva u duhovne spoznaje, kao nosač svjetiljke i mudri vodič, koji se oslanja na dragocjeno unutrasnje znanje, da bi pomogao svojim bližnjima proći kroz životna iskušenja. Izdvojen od svijeta i odvojen od njegovih strasti, on je hermetički filozof u pravom smislu riječi.”

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